Esther Sun
Northern California
light like thin cloth / laundry-lines
itself from Santa Cruz / to Redding
as wildfires skin
our mountains blue // in the kitchen,
facing-heaven peppers swallow my
tongue / as I eat
yesterday’s takeout for dinner //
piles of red / Szechuan sheaths
searching for a body
to wrap around // the sky bleeds
into the lake bleeds into the hills //
ash the great / equalizer //
smoke: a silence / too thick
to speak through // flames thread
blackened / slopes
like veins // bladed dark prises open
the charred / music box heart
of the moon // tonight
midnight hours / window themselves
into vagueness on either side
of the clock’s every tick /
its every empty construction //
then the minutes / burn away
completely // my hands
like grasslands / hungry for heat //
time fevers / my fingertips // the night
goes up like fabric
ESTHER SUN is a Chinese-American writer from Silicon Valley and rising freshman at Columbia University. A two-time Pushcart Prize nominee, she received a Gold Medal Portfolio Award in the 2021 Scholastic Art and Writing Awards and has published poems in Cotton Xenomorph, Pacifica Literary Review, Up the Staircase Quarterly, and elsewhere.